March 4th, 2021 9:27 AM

“Feyra. I suppose I should have told you, but I didn’t think it needed to be said. I didn’t realize you were having doubts, and for that, I apologize.

You need to know – it’s you. It’s always been you. That sounds lovesick and dramatic, but it’s the truth. I have never really had anyone or anything I could consider mine. Everything was shared, everyone’s attention was split. I punished and pushed myself, trying so hard to make peopel notice me, pick me. You saw me. You see who I am, the flaws and scars, and you don’t care.

That night, after the cliff, it was like everything I had ever dreamed was coming true. The future unfolded before me, and everywhere I looked, there you were. That’s what I want, Feyra. If I ruined any chance for us to have that… no, I refuse to let that happen. We are stronger than our circumstances, stronger together than apart.

You know I feel about being told what to do. I refuse to let this archdevil dickhead be the thing that ends us before we’ve even had the chance to start. We’ll figure this out, Feyra. I may not believe in ghosts, but I do believe in us.”